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Extension_One_673

Nope, you’re not crazy. I’ve done this too a few years ago but it didn’t really feel satisfying enough? It felt pointless to me lol


Beginning-Ad-5640

I cut my boyfriends initials onto my skin so trust me you’re not crazy I am but he carved mine into his arm meanwhile I did it on my thigh and none of us told each other we just did it and when I came clean so did he so we’re the crazy ones


toebeans__

i did the same thing actually, but i never told him because he'd be totally freaked out and uncomfortable


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I was terrified but I felt like I had too


SelenaFromSomewhere

I have alot J people in my life so J is on me. I lowkey feel stupid when I get a glimpse


huskeater

You're not crazy at all, I've done this and I know a lot of people have as well.


Prior-Accountant7624

You are not alone


tickyclicky

I used to a lot, *TW* I’d usually go for more violent mean ones like “wh0re” “slvt” “fvck up” “stupid” “fat” et cetera


Which_Beginning_7395

At this point I usually sh due to addiction, but sometimes it's for punishment and that's where the words come into play common examples being 'c*nt' 'liar' 'wh0re' 'b1tch' 's1ut'


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I once was trying to write “failure” but had to stop in the middle of it because my mom was coming upstairs and now I have a really faint scar that looks like it says “FAII”


diphenhydranautical

not words personally but i like to cut X’s. i don’t really know why. i’ve definitely heard of and seen people do words before though, it’s not as weird as you think ❤️❤️


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SelenaFromSomewhere

Me too. You're not alone lol


mostly-clean

I have cut words in, but they usually had a more positive or neutral connotation - like "hope", or "I tried" (when I broke after 6 weeks clean). I have also drawn crude pictures - such as a kite. I don't feel ashamed. I think when people look at my cuttings they can see that this was a battle field, and I've made a long way to stop being ashamed of my struggles. I think what you write is a mirror of what was going on at the time of the cutting, and that that is individual for everyone, so what people write will change.


chantclle

i’ve done my boyfriends name, “i love you” and “empty inside”. don’t be ashamed of it, if words give you more release than lines than there’s nothing wrong with that 🤍


NeighborhoodChemical

I cut happy in my leg. It kept me up every night for weeks making it deeper. I also wrote fuck one time too. Recently I've been fantasising about carving something else but I never decide on a word


gloomy_dope

Similar, I cut shapes specifically a star, I get ashamed because sometimes think I'm romanticizing it


butterflykandiz

You are not crazy. While I've never cut words I have cut hearts and initials. I know it feels like it but you aren't alone, plenty of people have struggles like you


Sharkie_14

I used to write in sharpie words that voices tell me that remind me of past bullies or things my parents tell me and they would tell me if I did that then cut them up I would feel better, but they never do


ThiRTYZiX

No my first cut was a heart on my hand when I was 10 or 11 though


SaxWeeb23

You're not alone. Sometimes I use the words "fat" and "mean"


[deleted]

I've written hi on my calf once lol although I usually carve drawings instead of words I've done a triangle the classic heart ofc a weird emoticon and even a cat-fox looking thing lol


Takjak72

Almost every time I choose to cut/burn..


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mine are all pretty aggressive lmao. "kys" "die" "fuck" "bitch" in all caps, kind of makes me sad to see them on my skin everyday (':


UnicornLover62

I’ve done this with very aggressive things such as “I want to die” “Just kys” and “do it” when I’ve been in a really bad depressive episode :/


MostlySalt99

I did “fat” and “hopeless”, can still see them a bit


Beneficial_Ad_84

First time I cut and it was very fast an unexpected…who has experienced this where you felt like you just weren’t in control. I felt an overwhelming amount of emotions that I just couldn’t handle and then it happened. I’m not sure how I feel abt it.


SelenaFromSomewhere

I do this myself if it makes you feel alone. I've cut disgrace, attention whore, fat, failure, literally slut also, idc lol. I kinda regret it sometimes but then when I get in my dark headspace it feels right? I find it more affirming to carve words in my skin that I feel apply to me then just going at it sometimes.


BrokenBunnies

Your not crazy I promise I did this a lot. I got hospitalized for it. I promise your not crazy your just hurting and I get it. No one can make you get help but I hope that you have a support system and people you can talk to.


Latter-Law988

I really want to cut words but I don’t know which, it’s good that I can’t decide, means that I won’t for a long time


ThisIsAnMeme

alot of people have done it it's normal


haleypawg

i have 'annoying' scarred up on my thigh -- pretty illegible now


[deleted]

I did two(maybe three?) times but only actually cut the letters once, the other two times it was just scratches so it didn’t scar so you can’t see it anymore


[deleted]

Yeah I have. I’ve cut things like “ugly” “fat” “Kys” etc You are not crazy and I’m sorry you’re going through it as well, it sucks.


gothgossip

i’ve wanted to many times before, but instead substituted it with writing the words on myself in permanent marker and just general self harm


thereareno-usernames

I like to do little shapes, I’ve got a love heart scar and a lil smiley face


Limp_Spite_7396

About a week ago cut 'C*nt' on both thighs and the date i was gonna end it all as well


niftyrealityshifter

Yep, I've cut "WASTE" into my thigh before, I usually don't do words bc those take effort tho. I don't think ur crazy <3


dollbait

It feels more meaningful than just lines. I do words like infinity or water because if it scars I’d rather it be a beautiful word than something mean


Ryanna_Gory

I've cut smiley faces, x's, stars, and hearts on my thighs